He said we would hang out this saturday, but he ended up coming last weekend for lunar new years so he could hang out with his family. I had saturday planned out. I talked to him twice this week including today. Apparently, that was too much for him & he didn't have enough time to himself.

I wanted the guy to set a reservation to a restaurant. I want flowers and chocolates. I don't want to have to be the one always planning and always giving gifts.

This was important to me. Now I'm just here crying over a stupid day because I'm so disappointed in myself for thinking Saturday was going to happen.