Monday, January 25, 2016

Heart2heart

The last two days have been so much fun. I had a really good weekend. I'm surprised and proud of myself for being able to handle this break right now. We'll see where this goes. I still have really good feelings about these lifestyle changes. 

Yesterday, I hung out with Jacque! :) It was so much fun~ I missed her so much. I can't wait for the next hangout. Hehe. Afterwards, I got an unexpected call from my friend calling me out to help them finish their large soju. Huzzah for free alcohol.

Today was pretty slow, but ended very well. I spent the whole day in bed watching Revenge (LOL) and going in and out of sleep. I finally got out to go to the gym, except it was like 3:30 pm. I'm a little disappointed I had such an idle day. I love being productive, but I don't want to beat myself up about having been idle like I normally do. There aren't going to be many chances for me to relax before my preceptorship starts. Today wasn't a total loss though! I got back and hung out with a friend, and we had a good heart to heart. It's nice to be able to talk to someone who is able to understand what it's like to be sensitive and such.

I've got lecture from 1 pm - 6 pm tomorrow. UGH. I hate these long lecture days they schedule us for. I think I'm going to have my first day with my preceptor on Tuesday. I am not prepared. I'm a little nervous too. It's been a year since I've done med/surg, but I'm sure it'll be okay. I don't want to worry about things in the future that I don't have control over. It's going to happen. I was going to wait until Saturday to start my first day. Just like my ICU rotation though, it's better to get those things that cause anxiety out of the way early. That way, I'll be able to focus on other things. Plus I don't want to give up my first Saturday!!! I hope my preceptor is friendly. On the other hand, it wouldn't be bad if she was tough. I would learn a lot under pressure. 

Well, that's it for tonight. I'm going to wake up earlier to go to the gym :) 

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